Thursday, August 4, 2005
The END
Something I was rambling about a long time ago...Found this last night in my car.. It is 3:36 a.m. I am driving around this empty town in the rain. Wondering if I should keep driving. Should I hit the coast, jump into the water and swim and swim? Just want to get far away from this complacency. This...
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Wednesday, August 3, 2005
Sex Without Love
Sex without love is okay, as long as you are having sex with someone you at least like. Thinking a lot today about that Sharon Olds poem, "Sex Without Love." In college, I could not stand Sharon Olds, she was in every ridiculous anthology I was forced to buy. But, today, I see her wisdom for the...
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Not sure if it is the PMS talking, but I have that invisible feeling today. Like no one sees me, feels me, knows me, wants me. Might be the gloomy sky, or the hot rain, but something does not feel right. It might be this town. Feel unsettled like I have no real home. Where should I go next? When...
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Tuesday, August 2, 2005
Dumb Ugly Women
I was having a good day and now I am ticked off. I wonder why people who hardly know you all of a sudden seem so interested in your life when things go to shit. Had a casual conversation with a woman who I am somewhat acquainted with. I asked her how she is feeling, how are things, when is she...
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Too Many Penises in this Town
This town is full of testosterone. The ratio of men to women is pathetic really. There are more weiners in this town than at Nathans in Coney Island. (Nahtans is home of the foot long hot dogs, for those who did not get that reference). One weiner in particular is so out of control, I just want to...
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Monday, August 1, 2005
Goodbye to YOU!!!
Some men use women to feel better about themselves. Some want women so they can have a second mother, or third in some cases. Someone to take care of their physical and emotional needs. Some just want a pretty face on their arm. Some men are empty and need a woman to complete them. Others want to...
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Friday, July 29, 2005
Still....
You sneak through the blinds with the morning sun, still. Still, I smell you in my car. I see you coming at me, around me, on me. You hit me when the rain starts to drown my dashboard. I remember hearing the rain in your heart. Feeling your love on your mouth. Still, I see your smile, watching me,...
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
Obligatory blow-jobs
Was talking to a very good looking friend the other day ( thought I'd throw that in ) about the downfall of marriage, sex..etc. He thought the lowest point for him was the complete lack of affection, the planning of sex. I thought my low point was having to perform the obligatory blow job, or even...
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
These guys deserve to get their balls cut off!!!
I just read a very disturbing article on cnn.com about a group of geniuses who stole an American flag from the home of a soldier who was recently killed in Iraq. Not only did they steal the flag from the soldier's home, ( a day after his funeral), but they placed the flag under a car outside the...
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Just plain cruel
Woke up at 4:29 a.m. and 32 seconds. The whole memory of you came on me suddenly. It crashed on top of me and I stumbled to the kitchen. Thought Id wash you from my face, try to erase you from my heart. I laid back down, but..nothing. I woke up again at 4:42 and you were still there. Your strong...
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