Thursday, September 15, 2005
You, You,You..Crazy you...
Sat alone today eating on the porch of a quaint southern café. Yes, even I, a city girl can enjoy peace and quiet. The fans circling overhead, the smell of dying magnolias wafting through the screens. But, even my syrupy tea could not erase you. Used to sit for hours with you in complete silence. I...
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Please dont...
Please don't look directly in my eyes like that. Like you mean it when you are inside of me. Dont' look at me that way. Makes me weak with desire for you. Makes me ache for your lips. Makes me forgive your trespasses. Makes my pride fade away. Dont look at me like that. Like you mean it when you...
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
Sometimes a body is all I need
Sometimes all I need is someone's body slapping against my legs. An arm to reach between me.Someone to paint an atlas on my thigh. To feel me from behiond, to wake me up, to shock me, stun me, destroy me, demean me, just a little. Other times, my soul takes over. I hate when that happens. My soul...
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Saturday, September 3, 2005
Skin on SKin
I need to smell you. Want to taste your skin. Cant hide it anymore. Want your easy smile pointed at me. Want to feel you behind me, your face next to my neck. Your tongue on my back; my heart on the floor. Waiting to feel your hand on my leg. Waiting for you to unzip yourself. Waiting for you to...
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Thursday, August 18, 2005
Old lovers
The echoes of old lovers can be heard with every thrust of a new lover. I feel old lovers deep under my skin. My body has seen many, my heart has only known a few. Lovers explore and create and amuse themselves on new wet skin. Young and old lovers try to nervously heal loneliness, gain pleasure,...
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Monday, August 15, 2005
YOU
I've finally forgotten the exact curve of your face. I do not know the sahpe of your mouth. I studied your skin for so long; its lines, its hiding places, every little freckle. But my mind is blank. I do not remember it. Thank you for being so cold. For telling me I was not worhthmuch. For letting...
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Thursday, August 11, 2005
Take me Take me Take me!
His eyes are burning and churning over me...well, past me, really. But a girl can dream. His strong hands hold his head and he looks out at the rain. A smile comes over him. Some woman, somewhere, makes him smile as he picks up his phone. I listen. His skin glows and his voice deepens. And I am...
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Wednesday, August 10, 2005
My Boobs are lopsided!
I am getting old and I do not even think I am old! This morning, I went to put on an old bra, a sexy little favorite of mine I got in a neat boutique in NY. To my dismay, one of my boobs was too big, the other, not big enough to fill the cup. What used to look like one smokin rack is starting to...
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Tuesday, August 9, 2005
I Have no Clue!
Not afraid to say I have no idea how this all goes anymore. I am too old to get too close to anyone anymore. Dont want to sleep next to someone every night and then wake up more alone than I started. I just don't have it in me. I can not separate myself from people easily. And I have learned my...
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Monday, August 8, 2005
Do You Ever...
Do you ever think of me? Picture me in the rain, wet, running after you? Ever think you should have stayed? Should have packed me up in your suitcase, kidnapped me. Smothered me with your mouth. Ever think of me? Do you look in someone else eyes and remember me..under you, in front of you, above...
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