Tuesday, November 1, 2005
While lying in bed...I thought..
The rain slapped against his window. His lover lay peacefully, blissfully. But his eyes would not close that night. Years later and he just could not forget the way her skin felt wrapped around him. He remembered how the moon would light the side of her face. He remembered how she knew when he was...
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Thursday, October 27, 2005
Faking it
He got up slowly from the bed... Yet another fake orgasm. Her groans were simple and played out. The rain was pounding hard against the windowpane and a surge of chills ran down his spine. He looked at his lover. She was thin and blonde and safe. They went their separate ways and came back again and...
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Friday, October 21, 2005
They are all evil bastards!
I had to call you today. Something in the cool, dark trees looked for you Was left bare and naked on nights canvas. I had to call you today. Something under my skin needs a bit or piece of you. The child in my soul craves you. Needs to inhale you.
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
So sick of these idiots!
God I am starting to hate this place. So sick of all the goody two shoes. Need some girls that I can go out and knock back a few margaritas with. Some girls to egg me on so I can call the few assholes I know and really tell them off. I am missing my spunk, too old and lazy to really yell like I used...
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Nothing special at all..
So you think you are something special and maybe you were. Maybe I did lose myself in the smell of your skin. Maybe I did have some schoolgirl notion. We all have school- girl notions. Fate and love and destiny. So what, I bared my soul to you. Got down and downright begged for you. That does not...
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Monday, October 3, 2005
I havent...you know
I havent forgotten, you know.The smell of your skin under blankets of cotton.The curve of your mouth, the dimples on your cheek. The lonely stare of your dark eyes. The way youd walk by and just graze my hand. Hiding from everyone, but letting everyone see us for the first time-real and open and...
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Friday, September 30, 2005
First Scumbag..ME
Well..my scumbag is generally some man who abandoned me, alone and heartbroken. Realized recently that I am the scumbag. A complete scumbag. Ah..just a lonely scumbag. why??? Ive stolen lunches from best friends inschool when I was young. I give up on relationships/friendships well beforeI hade to....
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Scumbag of the Month Blog-Back to my College Days
I was young, naiive, and was swept off my feet by a sexy Russian man. What was a young almost virginal Italian girl to do? That accent, those hands!Wow! Ididnt know what to do with myself, but I quickly learned. Geeze, he was such an asshole, but his body was sosweet, it was like sucking on a sugar...
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Monday, September 26, 2005
Kiss my bones
Drove around early this morning with the windows open.The mist and rain tappping against my skin. Something about the hunidity, and the strong smell of fresh water always makes me feel so lonely. Ever have those days when you feel likeyou donot have anything? Even when you do? Those days when you...
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Monday, September 19, 2005
In the Freaking Twilight Zone
I hate everyone today. Everyone. It is really horrible. I hate overly happy people. I know one very annoying guy, everytime I see him, I ask how he is and he always answers with some resounding "Wonderful!," Terrific", "Outstanding." Give me a break buddy, no one, no single person on this planet is...
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