Tuesday, November 15, 2005
Damn You!!!!!
On this dreary, cloud-soaked day, you are lying somewhere in someone’s arms. Laughing that laugh. Smiling that smile. And I am still here. Still stuck for some reason on your voice. Not able to move forward. When will it end? This love affair in my mind. This thing that did not exist. A connection...
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Sunday, November 13, 2005
Black eyes...
Tonight I need my city. Need to get lost in millions of strangers. Need to feel the power of the humming streets, the cobblestone alleys and lights dancing off waterways. Need it all. Your skin was so dark against the city's skyline. The snow would drizzle itself over your eyelashes. And I just...
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Thursday, November 10, 2005
CREEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Memories are sick and violent. You were just a fantasy. All made up in my orphaned mind. Maybe people who are neglected and abandoned can not love anything real. Maybe we hold on to mystery. Maybe we long for everyone who leaves us. Maybe I am 30 going on 10. But..maybe you werent fantasy. Maybe you...
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Sunday, November 6, 2005
SHE COULDNT DO IT ANYMORE....SHE THOUGHT
She picked up her pen and started to write.."I have nothing left to say to you, my heart and mind and even my body are empty." She crossed it out and grabbed another piece of paper. She noticed her hands were starting to look older. They were rough and tired. How pathetic, she thought, 20 years and...
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Saturday, November 5, 2005
Forbidden Fruit
He was dark and strange and big and not mine. But I had him for a minute and that was fine with me. Sowhat, I was young and we both had someone, but we were so lonely, neglected, forgotten. And his arms were so strong, what was I to do? He smelled like blackberries and walked like he didnt have a...
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Friday, November 4, 2005
Come to me, just once
His mouth is beckoning. Maybe I can just get lost somewhere in his chest. Ask him to cover me up in his large jacket. Hide me. Shelter me. Maybe I can sneak a peek under his sweater, get lost in his skin. Just one time and Id be all right.Just once..lay next to him, let his lips read me. Just him...
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GENERAL SCUMBAGS
Sometimes under the hot water in myshower, I still see his mouth, hot and probing. I forgot about my scumbag column..bad blogger...so here goes. Ive known a few scumbags in my time, as I am sure a lot of women have....scumbags..the all teach us a lesson...bitterness can smarten us up if channeled...
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The haunting
Your smile, your chin, your small lips, your shoulders, my hands grabbing your chest. The fall leaves are dropping, each yellow and red marker makes me more sad.Soon the trees will be bare. Another season,another year gone by. And you,another marker of your disappearance. Another reminder of my...
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Thursday, November 3, 2005
DESTROYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe it is time for me to pull myself together. Stop waking up thinking about you. Stop carrying your words in my heart. I replay everything you said over and over again. It is torture really. You destroyed me. Guess my heart couldnt take this last heartbreak.Guess my soul is exhausted. I want to...
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Chocolate lovers..
Is it worth it to jump into some chocolate dream like you. To wrap myself around your skin and heart, knowing I cant have you. To let you protect me and shelter me and devour my body? To feel your heart press against my back, to let your hands consume me. Is it worth it? Just to give you back to...
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