Wednesday, January 11, 2006
A BEGGAR...
Forgive me. I just didn't know what to do when you were leaving. Didn't know what else to do but beg. But open my heart, let it blow apart in front of you. Obviously, the wrong thing to do. But, forgive me, I never needed someone so deep in my bones. My whole life flashed in front of me, and I...
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Monday, January 9, 2006
No stranger to strangers
I am forgetting already! Your hands, your eyes, your skin, your laugh..all a distant blur. I am not looking for you. I do not wait for you. I dont hold you in my mind at night when I close my eyes. I dont feel your breath on my neck when I am alone. I dont wait for the phone or a letter. You are...
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Sunday, January 8, 2006
Married friend
The clock strikes 2 a.m. and I picture his wife turned away from him. Foolish girl. If I had the chance, Id wrap myself around him like a warm blanket. Id coddle him.Id let him know his eyes were hard to forget. His voice was easy to surrender to. His arms would be all I could handle. I wish he was...
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Tuesday, January 3, 2006
I hate myself...
I hate myself tonight. What a fool I am to look for you around every corner. To pass dark alleyways and hope I see your shadow. Still. What a fool. To wake up smelling your love on me. To hear the rain and still see your laugh, wet and blue and dreamy. Your skin is following me. The cold mountains...
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Saturday, December 3, 2005
Cruel intentions
Losing you shouldnt be so hard. Your great voice and low laugh. The way you said my name. Those little secret signals you seemed to send only me. It shouldnt hurt to lose them. Ive lost them so much I should be used to it. I close my eyes and you are here. You are. Your infinite skin, your long legs...
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Thursday, December 1, 2005
Dark New York Lover
I’ve been watching the way you move across a room. The red city lights bouncing off your dark skin. The wind and trees and buildings wrapped around your body like a blanket. Your shoulders so wide and strong stand out like two pillars in the crowded subway station. And all I do is watch foolishly...
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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
A longing
Just a longing I had... For too long. It was just the shadows of your face I felt. Just the curve of your chin And the freckles on Your skin. Nothing more. So what My body morphed to your hands? Was molded And left. Just a longing to long. Too long. It was just the The storm of your voice. The gait...
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Monday, November 28, 2005
Good, Bad and ugly Lovemaking
Idea for Vane's recnetblog...awesome read! The best and worst of lovemaking: The BEST: When you are trying deperately to hold back screaming out..You are the One, You are the One, I love you, I love you. Just awesome. When you cant keep your heart out of it no matter how hard you try! When you get a...
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Maybe you could............
Nothing could stop him that morning. The cold, eerie air felt good on his skin. Just like it did that night. The city lights in her hair. The yellow cotton hanging on her skin. The polished toes sticking out of her small shoes. The way her head moved back with full force when she laughed. He handed...
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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Basic Instinct
The wind was hurling itself against her car windows. She kept her hand gripped tight around the crumpled paper,lined with creases. The paper and the steering wheel. This was the day, she thought. This small piece of strong paper was the last part of it all. Once it was gone, she could erase the past...
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