Panda's Musing

Side by side, Lives now entwined, Once alone, No more, no more Take my hand, Show me the way, Once afraid, No more, no more. Declaration of affection, Etched in the sand of time. Drawing upon our love, Facing the brand new days Forever companion, Journeying into the sunset, Arising upon the wings of... Sign in to see full entry.

Scattered memories, distant scorns, Unfulfilled promises, welcomed thorns. Pieces of you, perched upon my lonely throne, Light and shadows, flickering and dancing. Dared to dream, aimed to fall, My failure, my hopes, hinging on your whims. Let not your wishes be my guiding stars. ~Note: To have so... Sign in to see full entry.

So I decided to try positive training for my doggie, she is a bull mostiff/ridgeback/staffie cross, 2.5 years old and loves to eat... Went out and bought a clicker and a whole bag of treats... lesson one: teach you dog to associate the clicker with treats....the idea is to click the clicker, and... Sign in to see full entry.

Be still my beating heart, remember not the pain? Those hallowing nights, branded within the soul Step back from the abyss, paid heed to past doubts, Draw upon the memories, the tears, the rage and despair Prying free from the wretched hands of love, let it not jade me once more, Clouded by desire,... Sign in to see full entry.

Standing in a sea of people, I am alone, Surrounded by flashing lights, I see nothing, smothered with noises, I hear nothing. Chaos all around me, peace within me, waiting. Sensing your presence, hints of your words piercing through, guiding me, waiting. Fleeting sensations drifting through,... Sign in to see full entry.

I feel the sickness taking me over, the madness, the chaos, confusing me. Losing my way, the battle slipping away from my grip. Is hope all lost? I hope not, I hope not. Please let not all be lost. ~Note: Work sucks..=) Sign in to see full entry.

This is not what i want, not ready to be chained, breaking free seems so far away and yet so close, Its baited breath, and enticing whisper, So near, and yet so far, Breaking free, breaking out, Lashing at myself, Numbing the pain with more. Dont come near me, stay away. Let go, i fear myself, let... Sign in to see full entry.

I can not but fear that fate has passed me by, left flailing in the trail of dust and disappointment, the one chance to redeem, lost. The means to rectify my wrongs, taken away. Calling out to the distant future, I see my past, flashing by, Turning away to protect myself, Exposing my heart to fate’s... Sign in to see full entry.

Searching, Wandering the land alone, Peering in the distance, False promises to myself, Why? Where? When? I do not know, nor do i care no more, Just let me be, In my own little world, Let me justify my existence, Let me slide into the shadows, Confusion reigns, Chaos, Darkness descending, Lighting... Sign in to see full entry.

I wonder as I wait in the darkness, about the meaning of your actions, the hidden agenda behind your words, the unspoken truth, I wonder as I waited, oblivious, not knowing where to turn, where to seek solace, not knowing, Inklings quickly quashed, doubts nipped in the buds, listening only to the... Sign in to see full entry.