Ordinary People and Superheroes

I decided that I could not work with and for the church. Neither my husband nor I are able to work at church. He does the sound but that is all. In every other church in which we have been a member of, we have been very involved in working on committees and boards, but here we have never been... Sign in to see full entry.

is when my pastor practically begs me to do something and then when I finally do it, he finds someone else to do it. This is the fate of volunteers. Paid supervisors don't trust that you'll actually do your job, so they double team you and then micromanage everything that you do. I have had a few... Sign in to see full entry.

My bookshelves upstairs have been a mess since last May. I've neither had the time or the energy to finish cleaning them up. Finally, I have both. I was listening to a movies, the Gangs in New York, which was too bloody to watch, so I started cleaning up my bookshelf. I'm almost finished taking out... Sign in to see full entry.

I'm just tired because I didn't sleep very good. I drank coffee yesterday afternoon to wake up and didn't sleep very well last night. So I'm a little sleepy today, but I feel good. I no longer am weak and dizzy. I think it hit me so hard because I was upset emotionally, but I'm better today. My... Sign in to see full entry.

I can hardly sit at the computer, let alone think. That it why I haven't posted today. Sign in to see full entry.

My housemate and I are back on good terms again. I realize that he has to leave and he realizes that we did what he could with our housemate who is not doing well. We will part as friend instead of as two angry people. I think that God is in this thing with him and our other housemate leaving. I'm... Sign in to see full entry.

They need each other as friends and when one leaves the other will go, too. They will stay clean, I'm fairly positive. The one who is on the edge will probably slide off--but who knows. He might make it, too. I'm going to take a seminary class, start going to A.A. meetings again, go to Sunday... Sign in to see full entry.

My housemate is now making a case to leave us and go live with his Dad. He's complaining about our dog and our food. I'm making a case about why he should leave--I'm accepting the fact that I am allergic to the cat and can't live with her without being sick all the time. This sitaution may be God's... Sign in to see full entry.

Its been a week since I took my anti-depressants. I'm starting to get irritable. This week, I've been emotional. I forgot to get my medicine until it was too late. This is a bad time to be without my medication. I'm stressed out because of what is happening with my household. So add to this a lack... Sign in to see full entry.

Yesterday I fixed my hair and makeup and put on a new dress and ran errands. On the way home, I got a manicure and pedicure with very pretty metalic purple nail polish. I looked very good. Then I came home and had a conversation with my house mate which was very upsetting to me. I cried so hard I... Sign in to see full entry.