Monday, March 5, 2007
RELIEF!!!!!!!!
Shaking like a leaf, I brought in the sample this morning, countersigned the prescription and handed over my ID card to the analyst. I managed to babble to her in code (since the nosy bitch standing behind me wasn't making it any easier;she was dying to see what was requested on that prescription!)...
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Sunday, March 4, 2007
Say a little prayer for me, please
The next 48 hours are going to be very trying for me. If you read my two previous blog entries you will know what I'm talking about. Be it Buddha or Bowie, put in a good word for me with your higher power. I need it. xoxoxoxoxoxxo
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Sunday, February 18, 2007
Never say never: contemplating abortion
Well I've been away from Blogitville for a week now (hey my absenteeism is getting better - usually it's for months! )in the hopes of getting my life back on track. I have to say I'm succeeding (touch wood, iron, and whatever have you) in walking with my own two feet. It's going to be a rough road,...
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Monday, February 12, 2007
GO DIXIE CHICKS, GO!!!!!!!
I'm not the type that would post an entry with a screaming title. And this would probably belong in the music section anyway, but I'm making an exception today. But I am just over the moon about the Dixie Chicks triumph at the Grammys last night. I'm ELATED they won because it proves that in a free...
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Thursday, February 8, 2007
Your envy is my strength!
No, it's not a sudden attack of wicked megalomania unleashed towards innocent, unsuspecting members of the Blogitville family. It's what was written on a bumper sticker on the back of a truck. I have to admit that as soon as I read it I chuckled out loud and gave the thumbs up to the driver, who...
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Saturday, February 3, 2007
Coming out of a tunnel of lies...
Which was, basically, my life up until recently. Mind you I felt dirty when I told them. I never wanted to tell them, but all the same when you are scared, insecure and desparate it's the only choice you have. No more. It's created lots of negativity, denial and toxicity around me. I've also learned...
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
Being on the bitter end of your parents' bitterness....
First of all, I'd like to start this entry by saying that I love my parents and that I'm not bad-mouthing them. I've always had a saying to swear by - anyone who bitches about their parents 10 minutes after you meet them will bitch about anyone. I've seen it happen. This said, I ask myself why I...
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Now honestly...who am I to complain?
Being depressed leads to destruction, as anyone who has gone through it will tell you. It destroys your morale, your self esteem, your relationships with others. Just when you think you can stick your nose out the door again, KABOOM!, the slightest little thing can set you back miles. But, as the...
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
to hell and back...depression got me again.
Hi all you wonderful bloggers...hope you are all doing well. I've not been....I thought I had licked depression and my worst fears, but it crept up on me again. Christmas and New Years went by anonymously....actually, I'm glad it went like that. I was certainly in no festive mood. It seems as if...
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Sunday, October 22, 2006
two weeks have gone by....
And things are looking better and better...I was such a wreck a few weeks ago. Not that I waved a magic wand and made all the bad disappear, but I learned one very valuable lesson.....no, actually two.... Confronting your fears - not hiding from them - only makes you stronger; The early bird catches...
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