Monday, January 24, 2005
It's okay to remember the happy stuff......
I came across these pictures stuffed away in my art bin (*grins* wonder how they got there?!) Thought I'd share, so you know who you're talking to what and I'm talking about. Happy times..... The wedding. It was in a park (as you can see) and would you believe it was October 31st and I wasn't cold!...
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Sunday, January 23, 2005
Okay, so now I feel it.....
In speaking with my Mom about my feelings for my husband I realized how confused I truly am. I feel anger, sadness, hurt, but I'm unsure of a lot of my feelings. I'm not sure if I hate him or not. I'm not sure if I ever will. My Mom asked me if I didn't want to just hit him REALLY, REALLY hard....My...
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
"Hey, what can I say? I'm sorry...."
Those words continue to ring through my mind as I sit here in complete shock and wonder. My husband must think I'm fucking stupid or something. I did not sleep well last night. In fact, I stayed up until 12:30 or 1:00 and got up at 6:30. At 7:00 I decided to go outside and clear out my driveway so I...
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Friday, January 21, 2005
Trust Got Me Where I Am Today
A few months ago I caught wind of the fact that my husband had planned on closing one of our joint checking accounts (the one his checks are direct deposited in) and I made a big fuss about it, we talked it out and came to an agreement and he agreed to leave it open. The agreement was that I would...
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
The Devil is Short and Talks Through His Nose......
I haven't been on blogit (or online at all) for a few days because I have been so busy every night trying to figure out why some asshole at my credit union has decided to make it his mission in life to fuck me over! Well guess what?! I made it mine to return the favor! It all started a couple weeks...
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005
HELP! It's ME --- behind the building!!!!
So, I don't know how to tell you this, but not only does my new job suck, but it's the oddest location....ever. I feel like a construction worker or something and despise the idea that it has rained all day today and will freeze over tomorrow, thus making everything very slippery. My current temp...
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Sunday, January 9, 2005
Why is Everything So Normal?!
Everything is so normal it's almost weird. I went to a family party today and even though everything went as planned (although, all the voices and arguing did get rather annoying), it all left me with a strange feeling. Tomorrow I start a new job that will last approximately three months. I have no...
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Friday, January 7, 2005
Men Suck
That's all I have to say on the subject. ~A. Winters~ P.S. Snow fucking sucks ass and so do those assholes out there driving - primarly men. P.S.S. I take that back - those little blondes who have to sit on a phone book and STILL can't see above the steering wheel with their hair pulled back so...
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Thursday, January 6, 2005
Snow - I hate it - so THAT'S what men are good for---shoveling....
Actually, it never did me any good to have a man around when we got this much snow either, but it is a nice thought. I recall this time last year I was just about to have surgery on my wrist. Afterwards, I had weeks of physical therapy. I drive a Firebird, so winter is always hard for me. I remember...
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Wednesday, January 5, 2005
An Interlude at Firestone....
I must say that I've put myself in the middle of many strange situations (particularly this past year), but I have never done a Christmas exchange at a tire place. The last time I spoke to R was on Christmas Eve. He called me to ask me how I was. I was not doing well. I had lost my voice almost...
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