Thursday, January 31, 2008
So yesterday was the anniversary of my brother's death...
Work kept me pretty busy, so I wasn't all that sad until I went to his grave. I like to think of him as still being here with me, watching over me, and making sure my life runs a little smoother. Plus I have the baby to think about now, and I know he would want me to focus on that and take care of...
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Friday, January 25, 2008
I haven't painted or written anything in a while
I hope this doesn't mean my imagination well is all dried up. To be fair I haven't had much time and I feel so so lazy. But it's rare for me not to write a poem here and there. Or scribble a little something. It seems as though a lot of my fvaorite bloggers aren't around as much. I could go and read...
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Why Heath Ledgers Death Really Freaked Me Out.
It's January, the anniversary of my brother's death. Like Heath he was in his twenties. And like Heath he left behind a little girl. I read a report about Heath carrying his daughter on his shoulders and sharing an ice cream cone with her, and suddenly images of my brother doing the same with Wakely...
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Sorry I haven't been around much.
Busy as usual with work and school. There is so much I want to do but I never seem to find the time. How do you bloggers do it? I'll try to read some now.
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Thursday, January 17, 2008
Finally a belly bump picture!
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Monday, January 14, 2008
Help! Anybody who has been pregnant before.
My right foot has swollen up so big I can't put my shoes on anymore. And the swelling is spreading up my leg day by day. It keeps getting worse. I know pregnant women get Edema but this is crazy. Any suggestions?
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
So I lied. LOL!
I thought I would post a picture today. I spent an hour yesterday with my mom taking maternity pictures and she had the camera on a weird setting. This setting made me look like I was 300lbs, with a double chin and no neck, with football player broad shoulders, and kankles. LOL! I about cried. Then...
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
Today's my final day of the 7 straight days of work!!!
And then I have two days off..whoo...hoo...my house feels and looks dirty to me. I plan to tidy it up a little, since I can't do more than that. LOL! And I have to prepare for school which starts back up in a week, so I'm really looking forward to the break. Will probably get some maternity pictures...
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Monday, January 7, 2008
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever date again. I know it's a little soon to
wonder but the way I'm feeling right now, it doesn't look good. The idea of even going on a date, having a lackluster conversation with a man, and venturing into the realm of the unknown (because you never really know a person) scares me. Since my ex, I do not find men very appealing. (I'm not going...
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Friday, January 4, 2008
So I had an ultrasound today and saw the baby.
The baby's profile is so cute and she/he was sucking on a finger. It was so adroable. She/he is almost 3 pounds already. Doesn't add up to my 28 lbs weight gain...and still more to go...yay me! LOL! So far everything looks good and the baby looks healthy. I worry about being a slightly older mother....
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