In The Morning

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Tuesday, July 20, 2004

In The Morning ( Surviving)

This weekend came and went with a beautiful blur. I lay in my bedroom with my Zack sleeping next to me. He is a Maltese. He keeps me warm and doesn’t complain. I was thinking of another time, a lifetime ago. I have survived a catastrophic earthquake. In Avellino Italy A huge Hotel fire in Wiesbaden... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 15, 2004

In The Morning, Nightmares

I still wake up. That is the point these days. I can't get around it. The clock is still there reminding me time is slipping away. You know the song, slip sliding away the tune goes around in my head. Thoughts of a different happy life is only in my dreams. My dreams have become nightmares. I woke... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 7, 2004

In The Night

It's night time now. It's dark and lonlely. I am tired, I am tired of being alone. I feel so much pain it's eating me up from the inside out. I keep thinking of what I could of done and what I could do. My time is passing quickly. I am scared and alone. I hear time calling my name. I go to the... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, July 6, 2004

Stormy Journal Stories

I guess this is where I start. Everyone has to start somewhere. So here it goes. The thoughts of me have been embellished, by those people who don’t understand, and don’t want to. There have been times in my life where I thought what was all this for and why, but I am starting to understand why and... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 1, 2004

In The morning continued

Guess what? He told Me I love you!!!!!!!!! I wonder if he really means it? My heart rejoices but my mind is screaming is he for real? How many times? How many, I want to scream at the top of my lungs are you going to tell me and take it back? I am scared, frightend, I feel like running away and... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Wanting For Kisses I watch him, as he is watching me. Looking into green smoldering bedroom eyes. Lips that I dream of kissing full on the mouth. Tongues reaching for each other. Caresses that I can't have? Why I ask my self? I breathe him in when he is close to me rememebering when it was mutual,... Sign in to see full entry.

Pain in the Morning

This is my first time so be nice. The clock on my bedside table reads 6:30. I am awake before the alarm goes off again. I have been waking up like this for a while. I wake up to pain. The pain in my heart starts, my brain has not recieved the signal yet. The fist piercing pain is the love of my... Sign in to see full entry.

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