In The Morning

We are ok. My house has significant damage! I am not going in to details at this point. We evacuated to ST. Augustine FL. This area has been devastated. I am sad, tired and hurting. We finally got some ice last night. We are under a curfew. There are no claim adjusters that can come out to help us... Sign in to see full entry.

I am not sure when I will be back. I am sure someday. I will miss you all so very much. I will continue to write as long as God allows. It looks like we are going to get a direct hit! I won’t be able to take my computer with me. So this is it folks. We will be leaving We just were closing on our new... Sign in to see full entry.

When I woke up this morning I thought it was going to be another bad day. They pain was all I could handle. But then I got some amazing news! I got a role in a Movie! I am so excited. It is a movie about the on going war in Iraq! It’s is called Degree’s Of Losing. I have read the script. No I am not... Sign in to see full entry.

I sit here thinking about the hurricane. The devastation this will cause. I am praying and I hope you do as well. People losing lives, property. My signal to leave. We will evacuate, we live about 15 minutes from the water if that. This thing really scares me. I find out something new everyday.... Sign in to see full entry.

I woke up. These are the kind of days I don’t want to wake up. Why do you do this? Why do you torment me with your stabbing words? Here we go again on this roller coaster ride you call life. I am tired and hurt. I see how you really are. I have been taken once again. Believed your words of kindness.... Sign in to see full entry.

My life is an on going struggle to deal with my inner self. The one I forget because the painful memories are just that, too painful. So much time has gone by since I have looked inside my self and wondered what I really want in life. These days I take what comes my way and deal with it as best I... Sign in to see full entry.

I was thinking of the Love of my life and this came to mind. I see your eyes the way they search me. Desire building The need for you wanting, leaving me breathless With anticipation I struggle to hold on I feel your hands reaching for me I love you I want you I need you I whisper, waiting In the... Sign in to see full entry.

Incoherent thought of times gone bye. I feel as if life is closing I on me and these four walls are moving closer and closer. How do we measure sorrow? So close it’s suffocating. I continue to have faith. Do I continue for someone’s amusement? My amusement? Living to dream, in my dreams I can dance.... Sign in to see full entry.

My wishes just for today. I want to put on those red high heels that I never got to wear. I still dream that I get to wear them. Just for today, I want to feel sexy and forget. Forget about what you ask? This thing that is keeping me. I am trying to fight. I hear in my head fight, fight, fight! But... Sign in to see full entry.

Tormenting words. Watch what you say. They will not leave my soul. Those words keep haunting me. Took a part of me. They can’t be taken away with an, I am sorry. It does not work. They tore out my heart leaving an empty space where it was. I just can’t believe you said that. I tell him with a... Sign in to see full entry.