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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

ANYONE WANT TO TRADE PLACES???

Need Advice Desperately!!!! This is for the people that have asked or might want to trade places with me. I have a rare form of Muscular Dystrophy. It is slowly killing me. Little by little everyday. I have just recently sold my house and my husband is threatening to leave me every other day. So I... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

View From The Gulf!

I am not sure what to write. I know that life has gone on. I am staying at a condominium on the beach. Gulf view. I wish I had someone here to have a glass of wine with sit on the balcony. In our pj’s just looking at the ocean. Holding hand and kissing, sigh. Do not be scared, I tell my self. In my... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Moving On!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello everyone, life is so very hectic at this point. I do not have a computer to use at this time but for the one at my husbands business. I have moved out of my house and moved into a condo by the beach YEAH! I have to wait a month before my new house is finished due to Hurricane Ivan! I am very... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Love Hurts......

Love hurts! Just my thoughts for today. I am sure you all are tired of me being sad. They only time I post? No it’s when I sit down and I can not take what is going on in my life.How long are you to be sad until you have had enough? I have done everything that I possibly could and it is not enough.... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, October 11, 2004

NO ONE TO HELP!!!!!!

Threads of my patience are ripping apart. I cannot seem to pack any longer. I have no one to help me but my husband and he is at work 12 hours a day. So I live in a place where my family is way to busy and my friends are not available. How funny is that. My hands are trembling with exhaustion. My... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, October 8, 2004

Decisions,Decisions,Decisions..................

I wake up to the sound of the blaring alram clock this morning at 0630. My husband forgot to shut if off when he got up. I am about to embark on a few life-changing decisions. I have to think. I do not really want to take these chances but it seems like I have crossed the path where I have to go one... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

It's MY Turn!!!!!!

This weekend came and went with a blur of let downs and excitement. We were going to this great beach bar which is still standing to my amazement. It has two floors and a great band. Ofcourse I know the owner and almost everyone else there. I put on my favorite pair of jeans and this really pretty... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 24, 2004

No Worries For Today!!!!!!!!!! Hurricanes, Hurricanes!!!!

Hurricane, Hurricane, Hurricane, I am so tired of them! I just want to pack up and leave this state. I am just trying to get over the last one. If this other one comes anywhere near the Gulf I am going to Vegas and just forgetting. Whatever happens happens. Nothing I can do about it. I sat and... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

Which Way To Go????

I reach for the light. Images of days past. Happy, laughing days filled with joy. Now I feel like I have lost. I can not go on with the temptation. The seduction of what I want and what is right is fighting within me. Seduction calling my name, to live fast, to run away from all these promises that... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 20, 2004

AFTERMATH OF HURRICANE IVAN!!!!!

It was a sad night sitting in the hotel room watching the weather channel. They were in my hometown! I am watching the hurricane devastate this area and all I can do is sit there and cry. I have faith I tell my self. As I watch the news of people missing during the storm. My two younger brothers... Sign in to see full entry.

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