I don't know what to do anymore...
i am so over this life, pain, betrayal, suffering, bullshit, called life, NO THIS ISN'T LIFE... this is our test for death... DEATH IS WHAT WE LIVE FOR.. IF NOT...WE DO NOT EXIST! ~m Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 6, 2020
MY STORY...
it maybe worth telling... I would love to teach others what NOT to do in their time of need, vulnerability. I just want to share my story and have no idea where to begin? Suggestions? ~M Sign in to see full entry.
when not wanted by those you love, what is your place now?
When you have been told by so many that, no I don't want you around, you make our life worse, stressful and just talk too much. I disagree. I feel what is not liked: I expect respect, do not let you do what you want to me anymore. I have boundaries now. You don't know how to handle them. I speak my... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, January 31, 2020
I do not know if you realize, I've been here prior..
http://www.blogit.com/Blogs/People/About.aspx/myfirstry I really hope this link above works. This was my old blogit account. I wanted to start fresh, it's hard for me not to look back and reflect. I just have to pull out before I smother myself. Visiting my past for me, I think is healthy. Staying... Sign in to see full entry.
Grief...smoldering embers, can burn or keep you warm...
"Everyone grieves in different ways. For some, it could take longer or shorter. I do know it never disappears. An ember still smolders inside me. Most days, I don't notice it, but, out of the blue, it'll flare to life." - Maria V. Snyder, Storm Glass As I have been grieving throughout my whole life... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, January 26, 2020
Starting a new life at 42, WTH?!
My 20 year marriage is coming to an end. I am stilling grieving what once was, or what I thought it to be. 3 boys we share. Ages, 19, 16 and 11. I struggle with communication, especially my feelings. I can tell you this, I love my boys! I hope one day they will know without ANY doubt, MAMA loves... Sign in to see full entry.