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Thursday, December 31, 2009

Appealing To Me

Just in from work. Was mad. Found out at noon I am scheduled to work a double shift tomorrow, a holiday, after just having to work for seven straight days right through Christmas, one day off, now five days on, a one of them a double shift, the holiday. Not off again till Monday. My son suggested I... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Ain't Got The Time

He called, at nine-thirty this morning. He doesn't get up and about too early. He took care of his business with a phone call and internet follow-up. We decided not to go to the mall today, and went to breakfast at our usual spot, then to Wally World to return some things I had, and then to Lowe's... Sign in to see full entry.

Tired of Chasing

Tuesday, and a day off, finally, after seven straight days of dealing with people all day in a crowded diner, right through Christmas, when that diner is the only place to get something to eat after a certain hour, and the only place on Christmas day. I live in a small Southern town. I am beat, and... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

The Laundry

After all is said and done, I went over there anyway, and I did it, anyway. Never leave them wanting more, that's me. Satisfy his lust, hoping that maybe this time that connection will happen, that connection that seems to elude me. Satisfy his lust, so he can cast me aside, like his dirty... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Knitting

Seems as if I am busy these days just re-knitting my life that seems to have unraveled. Difference is, this time I control the needles. Ciao! And Merry Christmas! ~Mama.Dragonfly Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

P.S. Merry Christmas

Sunday. Five days till Christmas. I am alone in my room, by choice. I am still in my work clothes, smelling of bacon and waffles, and feeling lonely. I feel like I need to cry, but then I wonder why I feel that way. I've shed all the tears I intend to shed over this whole situation. I've sobbed into... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, December 18, 2009

The Christmas Stocking

Christmas is one week away, which mean that this time next week, all this madness will end, and the opportunity to make a happy memory for someone else will have passed. I am passed feeling so angry over all that that happened. So many things happened on so many levels, and I don't know that he and... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sweet Revenge

She called me up, and apologized. Imagine that. Now I am on friendly terms with both his daughters. Too bad he and I broke up last night. Ciao! ~Mama.Dragonfly Sign in to see full entry.

Why I Quit Cooking

Brilliance. What a concept on a foggy morning. I don't know why that particular word sticks in my head this morning. I am chronicling the life of a thrice divorced waitress at a local diner, who got dumped, essentially, last night. I never felt so humiliated as I did last night when I left from over... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Letter To His Daughter

Writing for thirty minutes a day has become a habit these days, a habit I like. Thirty minutes to clear my head, and to hear myself think. The letter to his daughter: I have been advised by both an attorney, and a well respected minister, to sue your pants off for defamation of character. I was also... Sign in to see full entry.

About this Blog

Internet lovers have saved me.....after the drugs nearly killed me. Only the music remains the same. I can't write the music; but I can write the words, words that echo my life. And just like the life the words echo, the music shifts, sometimes quietly, and sometimes with life-altering crescendos.

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