Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Game over..
I don't really know which way to feel.. I'm having mixed emotions. If I were completely honest with myself, I think I have equal amounts or remorse with relief. I got a letter last night stating that I had no further interest in my land as of last week. After fifteen years, I have officially lost...
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Friday, October 30, 2009
More proof of the tenebrous obvious
I was just thinking of how I was going to use my "new word of the day", and there we go.. the tenebrous obvious, not sure they can be used together but it sure fits how I feel today. The tenebrous obvious fact that I belong in a different time or even a different world altogether.. man, I'm going to...
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Thursday, October 29, 2009
a lil reprieve
Just browsing, not really up to any good. Looking around and noticing a pattern, wonder if I can change. Wonder how I can go about a change if I find that I can; which, surely - there is always room for change, even in my insane world. Ergo that definition of insanity..... Maybe I really am insane....
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
dreaming
Where has my life gone? I sit in remorse everyday, sometimes I think to myself; did I ever really have a life to begin with? Only for modern medicine should I be alive today anyway, did nature choose me early and only because of doctor's would I be here, did I ever really have a place? I didn't...
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Monday, October 26, 2009
Special
Foreign debris scattered itself across the lawn in chaotic array, my heart stammered at the work ahead. I shook my head and kept going, “not tonight”, I said to myself as I sauntered to the driveway. “There’s always tomorrow”. Habitually, I lit a cigarette almost instantly when I sat behind the...
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
Short Changed
To feel your tender touch slide over my body To taste your naked emotion carress my soul To feel your soft breast press against mine Our fluid embraces once saturated the earth The fire between us once drowned the oceans What's left of us now A shadowy remembrance When I watch you walk by with him...
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Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Quarrells
Lonely tonight as you sit beneath your facade lying in wait for him to call Sleep awaits as I watch in remorse how one day I dream of your eagerness Will it ever come? Vomiting my love and thrashing in pain my heart and soul aches in vain I yearn of a day when simple shower shall come to wash us...
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Sunday, August 23, 2009
Because I said
My heart misses a beat I’m with you When your touch lingers My sprit melts Then passion grows And your eyes burn I’ll walk to the end When the walls go up And I’m clamoring over debris I’ll fight for you And even when I’m left alone Wondering My heart will be there When hope seems lost And your...
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Friday, August 21, 2009
blah
I don't even know where to start today.. I'm lost anymore. I can't find a way to kill this tension and this hopeless dispair or just the plain old.. I don't know the word that best describes my mood or how I'm feeling. How she makes me feel.... Breaking it off with her did no good, now I wonder if...
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Friday, August 7, 2009
Dying Eyes
Drowning again Wondering where it began Voices crowd above him As if he doesn't hear Does he ignore When one wants to be.. Cool He turns around To sink Following the light When it blinds The turmoil they bring To a destructive soul As if they notice Pouring his heart Giving his soul Out on a limb...
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