Inside Of Me...

Most of my friends wonder why I stay with him while I'm dealing with the others in his life. Honestly it's because although my feelings do get hurt sometimes, he is trying very hard to change his circumstances, and although it is slow going there is progress being made. It's not easy to tell someone... Sign in to see full entry.

I've given myself permission to be angry. I've given myself permission to be jealous. After all I have every right to my feelings no matter what they might be. For the longest time I was angry with him for letting her do the things she does. But then I realized she wouldn't do those things if I... Sign in to see full entry.

I want so badly to tell you how I feel every time you put her above me. I know that in some cases she does have to take priority. You can't be number one all of the time to someone. But there comes a point where I find that I ask myself if I'm even a priority at all. I know you make time for me, or... Sign in to see full entry.

Why do you do this to me? Why do you put this distance between us? Every time I think we are starting to make a little progress, you turn right around and shut me out again. I don't have any control over the one's who are making you angry. I don't have anything to do with their constant betrayal of... Sign in to see full entry.