Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Have you ever been so...
Have you ever been so....... Dirty, even after a bath the stench burns in your nostrils Have you ever been so....... Ugly, you weep days later as the words ring over and over in your ears Have you ever been so....... Pathetic, you would kick yourself if you were walking by Have you ever been...
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Monday, October 25, 2004
What Are The Reasons
It is the sun, that rises in the morning The breeze, that ruffles the petals It’s the smoke, billowing from the fire The coal, smoldering as it lies there. It’s the dog, barking at the mailman The laughing, children in the street. It’s the rain, beating on the windows The green, growth in the spring...
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
The Desert
I lie and dream empty nothings feeding cellulose to the hungry heart It weakens loses the desire to protest, to yearn I pat its little, lumpy, wrinkled head 'Don't worry, you haven't seen the worst yet" The tears sandy dunes shifting in the night sky I wake to craggily branches, scorpions and snakes...
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
Just an update on this crap - it is crap.
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Play Ball
This blog seems so dreadful and ugly. I have been avoiding these messy feelings, because I have been enjoying other parts of my life. I don't mean to say I don't enjoy a good pity party for one on occasion, and on other occasions a good bit of the time - because I do. It's just, if I mean what I say...
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Thursday, October 7, 2004
I am so ungreatfull
I went to bed with a headache last night. It hurt so bad bloging wasn't even holding my interest. I woke up at 3:30 still with a headache as my husband stagers through the bedroom door stumbling toward the bathroom to take a shower. He was drunk. He was doing his best, as a drunk person, to be...
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Saturday, October 2, 2004
Is He As Stupid As I Think He Is? A Brief History
I just think he is stupid. Not uncaring. Not unavailable. Not forgetful. Not unloving just stupid. Many things I hate about him could have been resolved when he lived with his mother if she would have taken the time to teach him how to live with other human beings. Instead she was mentally ill with...
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Thursday, September 30, 2004
Atten Shoppers! Get out of the way couple on isle 5 fighting through.
He hadn't said a word for the last 15 minutes of our 25 minute drive which he said it would only take 8 minutes. I had been pretending not to be out of my mind with anger making stupid rhetorical comments about nothing as we drove along. I know what your thinking. 'Why on earth would she be upset...
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