Sunday, September 11, 2005
WALLS
I have closed myself away from people for a very long time. That block wall is so high now I don’t know if it will ever be demolished to the point someone will be able to go against it. I have very few friends because I have put them all on hold and now I have started to build a friendship with few...
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CANCELLED MEETING
I am depressed right now because I had to cancel my plans to meet my telephone friend. After listening to my girl friend she advised me that he should have offered to come half way to meet me, then I explained to her that his car was broke down, her comeback was then let him rent a car. She felt...
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Saturday, September 10, 2005
THE MEETING
We are going to finally meet after just a month of talking on the phone. But it has been a very good month and I am excited and nervous about meeting him. To a guy that might sound silly but to us women we worry about everything. How will he like me, will I be too fat/skinny, will I smell good to...
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Thursday, September 8, 2005
TOGETHER FINALLY
When will we finally make that short journey to meet each other? Although it is fewer then two hundred miles that separate us, the differences in our lives keep us just trying to get to each other I am craving to meet and be with him more and more every day. Our talks on the phone, keep our juices...
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INTUITION
I have been happier since he came into my life. So far so good, he is such a appealing person, the man I recognize I want in my life. Two people who really truly start out liking each other without even seeing each other. I was once involved with a man from Canada and we were going to get married....
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Wednesday, September 7, 2005
JUST REST
Baby lie next to me, and let me take my time to enjoy you and your body. Rest still and feel my hand as it strays down your bod, as it massages your neck, arms, groin area, thighs and lastly your feet. I will arouse you by my touch but I want you to hold back and just lay motionless and simply let...
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Monday, September 5, 2005
NOT JUST LUST
You are in me in the many ways that count. Not physically with your body entering mine, but with your heart, soul and kindness. All these need to be present before we can enjoy the sense of our bodies entwined reaching the ultimate of pleasure. We share so much just by our words we speak, that I am...
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Love and Trust
When I awoke this morning, he was on my mind, not that is any different then any other morning, but since it had been a few days that I had spoken to him I had the notion to hear him again. Insomuch I picked up the phone and dialed his number. I could hear the smile in his voice when he heard it was...
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Sunday, September 4, 2005
Could this be love???
As you speak to him you can hear the smile in his voice, but as you learn more about him he has a reason to be sad. He was one of many that put his life on line fighting for this wonderful country. He suffers from the effects of Agent Orange and who knows what else he has had to endure from the...
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Saturday, September 3, 2005
BRING ME MY FANTASY
Music has a hypnotic affect on me and as I listen to it I will drift away in my thoughts and fantasies. I imagine I am just a romanticist consequently, music arouses my compassionate senses and I feel the urge to be in his arms and let his hands roam my body as my mind and body are released of all...
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