I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE -BY LUBY 123

Thursday, January 1, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

James has called me New Year's Eve i don't know exactly what it is he wanted. Also Lucas my addiction called to wish me a Happy New Year. I was home alone watching a movie i don't know how i felt about either call. It's a new year and i need to understand what is or who is important to me. I feel torn sometimes i feel i should end both of these relationships(a romantic or passionate attachment).Start fresh but i realize closer is very important. I know people say that and in one decade that was... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 28, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

Holidays are over that's great I don't want to sound like the grinch. Lot has happen James and I are no longer what ever we were. I did have lunch with James and he was very attentive for three days. He bought me presents and called daily and talked of spending the holidays with me. I felt that he wanted a relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment).I felt the middle creeping in way to fast. So I sabotaged the whole thing I told him about my addiction and he ran. I told him that if we... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

James called me today he has called me several times since his return. He even fixed me coffee one morning. I go pass his place on the way to school. He said i want to see you a players words stop by i requested coffee. I got there it was ready hot and waiting i was not surprise. He is warming me up for the lay down it is like foreplay to him. I went along with it and played the game. He then later called me after school asked if i wanted to do dinner i declined. But James if nothing else has... Sign in to see full entry.

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

To write that i felt from my heart was scary. For i am a woman alone at this time in no committed relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). I am not sure where i want to be i don't know where the middle is i want to scream sometimes. Not out of unhappiness more frustration and knowing i should know better than to be where i am. Which is torn between lust and common sense details: i am involved with a younger man, sweet man he is. Sexy, smart, good soul you got to have a good soul.... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

In my previous thinking i felt there is no return route. I was at school earlier in the week and a young girl was sitting at my table. She was talking to her girl friend about her previous relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment).She was raised up in a baptist church scared to death of a relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment).She was thinking she was serious about her young man and wanted a commitment. We started talking and she asked me what a committed meant.I explained... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

New happening this week a return of an old flame. James my first in everything sex,love, obsession relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). The word passionate is understated in this relationship( a romantic or passionate attachment). James was a little older than me i was eighteen fresh out of high school headed for junior college. He was very experienced i had none still a virgin. James was introduced to me by a girl friend he sang in her choir. He could sing the devil out of you and... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, December 5, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

I dated Leon in high school.I really did not remember this until he reminded me. I was embarrassed i did not remember him i wondered about our relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment) then.Searched my mind to find some recall of him found nothing. He remembered every thing even said we had a close relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment).After looking at the school annual i found his picture kinda cute. He was a football player. I had dated him a couple of times i wondered how... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

Leon called me week later after our second date. He traveled alot for work and we had not decided he could call me while out of town. I was sitting home on a Saturday and he called to just say hi and he would like to see me again. I really didn't want to go out with this man. But i was fresh out of a marriage of little are no attention. So the woman who needed attention said yes to another date. This man was not even my type he was very thick and muscular and made these jokes that were not... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 1, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

Yes he was still in the middle of his relationship (a romantic or passionate attachment). This man took me out for dinner on our first date.Spent the evening talking about his first wife. He was fresh out of the middle, in the end wanting to get back to the beginning.We went to Olive Garden a nice restaurant Italian i was impressed. He started right off talking about the X and continued the next fourteen years.I knew more about this woman than i ever should or would want to know. He would always... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, November 30, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

After visiting home for the holidays i understand why i don't know, or cannot find the middle. Spent several days with people who think i am in need of a middle or a beginning. After the time with them i neither want or need either. Becky(my sister) who is so caught up in what should be instead of what is. The first one to cast judgment on my free living life style(no man).It amazes me if only you could step outside of your life and see what others see. What would she see been married once... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I CANNOT NOT DO THE MIDDLE

The pages are dated from the beginning to the end of this older woman younger man affair i don't if you can call it an affair cause neither were married well one on paper. I am alone this Thanksgiving. I am neither in the beginning or end and no middle in sight. I consider my self not in the end, because it has been more than three months. Last Thanksgiving i was in a relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment)in the beginning stage. I cooked for his family and kids, when you are in the... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

I CANNOT NOT DO THE MIDDLE

Crop... Edit map Replace... Move / Resize Lock in place Delete Change this image This book is inspired by a sexy,sensitive younger man who made this cougar feel wild- Thanks baby This will surprise you i have been married twice. Never did the middle that's why i am single now.Why am i so confused about relationships(a romantic or passionate attachment).probably because both my marriages were a relationship(the state of being related) not a relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment). One... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE MEN LIVE IN THE MOMENT WOMEN LIVE IN THE FUTURE TAKE CARE OF HIS MOMENT HE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOUR FUTURE- Life offers lots of gambles some worth trying some worth passing up. I am a believer in love but scared to death of it. Which is what this is all about the inability that some have to accept the feelings that are there and what to do with them and how to move into the middle. There is a middle to every relationship (definition relationship-the state of being related or... Sign in to see full entry.

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