Monday, March 23, 2009
I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE
Today i am feeling a little bit anxious mama has been gone two days now. I have completely closed down if not for my sister-in-law staying with me i would have been alone. My addiction has called but i have not connected with him. Because at this moment in my life if i felt any kind of rejection i could not stand it. I have not returned the call i don't know why.I am afraid to feel anything right now i feel like i am numb. Walking,talking doing what's expected of me but feeling nothing. It has...
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