I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

Thursday, June 11, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I was a little concerned that my addiction was uneasy with me telling him I love you. Did he think our relationship (a romantic or passionate attachment) would always remain the same. Was i just a drive by hitting when the need arrived I get such mixed emotions from this man. One week he is talking... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, June 4, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I dressed for work and was feeling very good. Even though when i told him "I Love You" he was uncomfortable. Why? am i suppose to not love him. The phone rang it was Rita. Hey, girl you doing ok? You seemed a little tight last time we talked. I'm find why hell i'm better than find. Oh that must mean... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

He spent the night but he seemed restless during the night. I looked at him sleeping thinking i could get used to this.Watching this man sleep laying there he looked so innocent and restful. He caught me watching. Why are you looking at me? he asked. Why not i answered i like seeing you so relaxed.... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I have missed the heat of our bodies together. I do mean heat not warm hot. The foreplay seemed longer than i remembered or was i just anxious to get to the finalely. He was very slow and gentle my body was vibrating with every kiss.He said tell me what you want baby because i want to give you... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, June 1, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

It has been awhile since i saw this man. Could i be kicking the addiction. He called again to ask if i need anything do i need to bring anything baby. No just your fine ass over here and give me some loving i wanted to say. No baby i am good. He could be so considerate and treat me as if i was the... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, May 22, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

Another booty call i feel like sometimes that's all i want. This man could go for weeks and not call me. Then call me and say i miss you and i would be right back there in the mix again. So does that make him a player or is this how our relationship(a romantic or passionate attachment) works. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I have never been so glad to get out of a room. Rita and Lane came into the cafe'. What's up with you girl? Every since you been back you been so low. Things not good with player? You would love that wouldn't you ladies,then you would be right about me and player.Calm down we are on your side... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I woke to the alarm going off.Somehow i had got off the floor and into bed i can't even remember when. The phone rang a couple of times last night or there was ringing in my ears. I felt to sick to go to work,but my time was up. Vacation was over and the extension i had taken for mama's funeral. I... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, April 17, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

After James left i felt alone like i had never before. I did not know what to do or even how to begin. I sit down on the floor and for the longest time i just sit there. I was not thinking about anything i can't even remember if i was thinking. I was so full of grief more grief than i felt when mama... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

The phone rang i jumped for it thinking it was my addiction.I know he must have caller ID, but hoping not. I answered without looking at my caller ID. It was James i exhale a breath of relief. Hi glad you got back safe he said. Yeah, today i got your message just catching up was going to call later.... Sign in to see full entry.

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