I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

After Rita's remark about closure I realized she was right for a change. I had not done closure in the past. Leon was a good example of that, I would need to see him while he here. Leon, I know I don't want this man, but closing the door on that part of my life has been stalled. Putting closure on... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

When I awoke from my nap the ladies were on the porch. Rita said I love the porches on the houses down south. The porches wrap all way around the house and the sun comes in on one side and sets on the other. Yeah it is nice out here in the evening and even better in the morning. So ladies what are... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

The rest of the ride was silent. We arrived and Ray was at the house. What's up brother? Hi sunshine. The sun is sitting i am tired. Ladies Ray.Ray ladies. You remember Rita and Lane or heard me speak of them. He is kind cute girl. Down Lane he is a player. So maybe i want to play this week.Well you... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

While Rita drove i sit in the back and relaxed. I thought of my addiction a surprise what else do i think of. I don't know a day since i met him i haven't thought of him. I wondered if he was as upset about my quick exit as i was about his. I should call him i am acting childish. He was there for me... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE

The ride was quite for awhile Rita was asleep and Lane was singing along with the radio She stopped for awhile to question me about player.So why are you running away and not calling back? Why don't you just call him you know you want too. What has he done is it because of the trip and you not... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

Lane was full of questions about player as she calls him. So, did you hear from player?Why didn't he call or let you know he was going out of town? Lane player as you call him does just what ever he chooses and i don't know why. Yes, i spoke to him before i left and he did not explain where he was... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I called Lane and Rita to let them know i was leaving to pick them up.I was excited about this trip not only because it would put some distance between me and my addiction. Also i needed to finish my business with Leon and dissolving our marriage. Rita called me in the car. What's up girl i am on my... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

As i packed for my trip. I felt a sadness in my soul like i had never felt before. I was hurt and relieved at the same time. Hurt because he had not called or told me he was leaving. Relieved because he called when he came back so i was still a part of his life as it was. I had made up my mind i was... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I will admit that i wanted to see my addiction. I had missed him and wanted to know why he had not called me or even told me he was going on vacation. I was very upset with him but i did not let him know. Why? couldn't i show my angry, hurt or resentment toward him. Always got to be the happy little... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, June 19, 2009

I CANNOT DO THE MIDDLE VOLUME 2

I NOW REALIZE THAT MY THEORY THAT MEN LIVE IN THE MOMENT WOMEN LIVE IN THE FUTURE TAKE CARE OF HIS MOMENT HE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOUR FUTURE IS TOO TRUE. For sure my addiction lives in the moment and expects me to take care of it when the need arrives. Do i live in the future? Should i stop wanting a... Sign in to see full entry.

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