What hour is this,what moment? I have drifted lost, found,lost again.Trembling on the edge of destiny fearing to jump in. Yet here I am again taking another look into eternity's void yet again. Will I face this moment in a thousand dreams or will I finaly know peace by taking the chance. To embrace... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Monday, April 30, 2007
" When I let go of what I am I open myself up to what Ican become"
I know I can always blame others when things go wrong, but if I want things to get better I have to take responsibilty for what I allow to go on. Like so many others I do more damage to myself bY holding on to old pain. I cheat myself of a happier life and a better future. Learning to open up to new... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
A temptress in jeans,fury that is not mine-yet is though I deny it. Walking a road I thought I had left behind and remembering the way out. The way out, sometimes forgotten when we take ourselves for granted. It is all the things we have occomplished,the part of ourselves no one can take from us. I... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Thank you too everyone for their comments
I appreciate everyones feedback. I'm trying to reach all the other women still in abusive relationships and let them know there is life without their abusers. The road we face is not easy but we will get thru. We are not alone even if we don't know the people who reach out with compassion. Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Standing up is never easy
Leaving an abuser is never easy and neither is the damage they do to ouR lives. Two years later and I've shut down. I cannot handle being around people without shaking and crying. I'm in jeoperady of being kicked out of school because of my condition. Abusers take more than just a pound of flesh.... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, April 7, 2007
We're still here Sisters
I've been reading blogs from other survivors of abuse Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, April 2, 2007
What price have you payed for love? I payed with a back that will never heal, a broken hand, seizures from blows to the head. The list goes on but you get my point. How could this be love? But when your in the "loop" you are unable to think clearly. Their are many other women out there still in the... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
When not to help and when to get off your a&*
Sometimes it's hard to not lend a helping hand like when your child falls off their bike,you have to stand back and tell them to try again. But if they go to touch a hot stove it's time to step in,right? So why do so many parents let their children run wild? When is it time to pull them back from... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, March 22, 2007
Time is Fleeting
Every day I told myself I had time. Time to travel, time to spend with my son, time to create a great piece of art. Yeah, we all tell ourselves we have time. But time runs away to fast and we never know where it went. As a young woman I thought I had all the time in the world. Now that I'm older... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, March 16, 2007
What Couldn't You Do?
We tell ourselves there are things we could never do,but what if everyone we knew would never know? How much of who we are is shaped by what others expect us to be? If it is then how much more could we dare to be? How many ballerina's have never danced a step or cowboys thrown a larret? Thousands of... Sign in to see full entry.