Saturday, October 18, 2003well, I've been arrestedlucky me, huh? I had the pleasure of being with stuck with somone i don't like all that much but used to.... I was waiting for school to let out and it was the only time i could get a ride to twon until 7 that night. She says she has a lot of money, decides to treat me to Chinese... We go in and she... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 9:25 PM Comments (1) (link) Friday, October 17, 2003Letter to UsYou know me and I know you I'm a damned lonely fool You're the one who wishes for love Craves a man's touch and longs for his hugs I take my chances on giving my love to losers Your first love turned you into a boozer WE're the same you and I We stare at the sky Wishing and wondering; begging to... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 9:47 PM Comments (0) (link) Questions of whyYou've seen it once You've felt it before But that doesn't count Because you feel it once more You come last before all Yet you want to feel loved. All too late do you realize He sees himself, not you as number one. What is this strange inescapable denial With a force so strong it takes years to... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:23 PM Comments (0) (link) Negative cyclesI love what doesn't exist I think of those things I can't remember i look ahead to the year behind The sun shines through the rainy weather Backwards up and Inside down Swimming in oxygen, scared to drown Losing my mind, finding my heart Peice by peice, Falling apart Utter chaos Utter confusion... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:17 PM Comments (0) (link) KimShe goes with the flow Her smile is heaven I hope I never know What life's like without her She's always there to take my mind off things Her stories are always different I always know its her when the phone rings And she knows its me if I call her Her laugh is adorable, her lips are perfect She is... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:09 PM Comments (0) (link) Monday, October 13, 2003ANOTHER LOST LOVESo I guess sometimes you just have to move on And hold onto hope that you will love again Took so long to get over Jon But it taught me so many things In life there is death and there are tears There are laughs and good times too You will always have fears But you must go on with what you have to do... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:45 PM Comments (0) (link) A SHOWER OF DESPAIRA drop of rain, gentle yet cold I breathe in the air; my eyes are closed A shudder to the frigid wind, a sadness in my eyes My hair is saturated with tears of the sky I stand in the storm that grows stronger with my pain Lost and abandoned in the unforgiving rain The wind attacks my cheeks as the... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 8:38 PM Comments (0) (link) Sunday, October 12, 2003Sleepless writingsLost on love, lost on my feelings I can't sleep when I should be sleeping Sometimes the lonliness is too overwhelming Like every thought and worry keeps crashing down on me I want someone to whom I can say "I love you" Someone to cuddle with and says he loves me too I just don't understand why I... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 1:23 PM Comments (1) (link) JoeyI can see you walking away On that cold November day Left me on the sidewalk not knowing how you felt Last time I saw you until after April WE used to be so in love and alive More happy than I'd been in a very long time We cuddled so close in the dry summer heat I'd kiss you goodnight and fall... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 1:20 PM Comments (0) (link) Zach- My catSkinny little Zach, all curlced up on my lap Purring as I rub his neck and smoothe the furr out on his back My majestic Siamese,so easy to please Always and forever obsessively clean My Baby-blue-eyes In the light Milky brown in the night Black pointy ears that hear every sound His body the color of... Sign in to see full entry.posted by JustJilly at 1:19 PM Comments (0) (link) |
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