Inside The Purple Purse

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Sunday, February 15, 2015

Wow almost time for send off

This is the last weekend, she will be going to Fort hood on Tuesday. Expecting lots of friends and family old and new. The cool ones were going to Shoot the Hooch and then have a pool party. Great time to spend time with my sis and my friend. Girl time, much needed. Donna, my sis had come from NC... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, February 14, 2015

Special Delivery from South Korea

The grandeur of seeing my baby again. This is what has kept me going. Not wanting to surrendering to death. I wanted to hear all the stories I had not yet heard yet. I wanted to sit like we used to and do our nails and talk about just anything past and present. It was like I was extremely thirsty.... Sign in to see full entry.

Catching up.

Although I am usually speaking in the past. Trying to remember the facts. Sort them and trying to be sure I'm not the crazy one. Today is my birthday. I will take the time to catch up. So much going on. I would love to be speaking in the present, lest I forget. Last night I spent with my girlfriend... Sign in to see full entry.

The Purple Purse Closed

I joined Weight Watchers and was walking walking, working working, physical therapy, and dog training. I was choosing to "find Joy in every day". I physically was feeling better than I had in a long time, putting pain in the evening aside, I just looked at that as a temporary price to pay. Lost 28... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, February 13, 2015

April 17th 2013

The day after I was release from pain management, I was at the vet with my Yorkie "Rhiley". He had been injured when a dog at the park was off leash and decided that my two little yapping ones were interesting to jump. Leashes wrapped around all of us. When the large dog was removed Rhiley began to... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 12, 2015

Ignorance can be bliss

So upon his insistence I began more recovery. "Don't spend so much time stressing over work, spend your time in recovery." So I did. I was now walking. God It was painful, but I just leashed the dogs everyday and off we went. Sometimes around the hills of our neighborhood and sometimes to the... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Home From Florida

When I got back from Florida I found that many things he had promised to take care of for the last couple years were done. During my stay, I had decided to give the marriage another chance. I was still recovering from being in bed for a couple of years. I did not know how to go out on my own. It... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, February 9, 2015

For Play

Just before the holidays in '13 we were trying to move on. I was trying to fit my head back in the sand. Only it just does'nt fit right anymore. We were lying in bed and I was trying desperately to initiate intimacy. Well, guess this was the time that he decided to tell me the really bad thing he... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, February 8, 2015

In the Beginning

I really really do. Playing those facebook games that only piss off friends and family with the multiple feeds. I have heard that journaling is a good therapy when in overwhelming situation. Hope it works. Its morning now. I really need to be working but feel paralyzed inside, just numb. Maybe he... Sign in to see full entry.

Letter to someone who is actually helping.

Dancing as fast as I can! I have found that there is very little help for woman with disabilities. I have been carrying a purple purse in honor of woman who have survived and those who have not to domestic abuse. Mine is not like the one that will just lose it and kill me. He seems to be setting up... Sign in to see full entry.

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