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Monday, February 26, 2007

Well

I p lanned on a wee bit of quality time with Michael on Friday after his gig (on his suggestion), and what did he do? He fell asleep. All I wanted to do was talk and cuddle a bit, but as soon as he gets horizontal, he's off. I did manage to get some that night, but not in a position I wanted. A lady... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, February 22, 2007

What reasons are there for a lagging sex drive in a man? part 3

So yeah, being sick can turn a man off sex. But what about this... We went to Whitby last Saturday with Chris and Amanda, and I wasn't in the best mood. I was really lethargic and felt a bit sick. That seemed to annoy Michael. I just wasn't in the mood to go on holiday, especially when I hadn't had... Sign in to see full entry.

What reasons are there for a lagging sex drive in a man? part 2

I took the day off to look after him, and between then and me going to bed, I watched 13 hours worth of Desperate Housewives with my headphones on. Michael woke up a few times only to ask for something to drink. I got more and more annoyed at him as time went on. Because he made no plans to go home... Sign in to see full entry.

What reasons are there for a lagging sex drive in a man?

I'm asking this because I'm racking my brain trying to figure out why my boyfriend and me haven't been intimate in almost three weeks. And even that occasion seemed to be a demand on him. The opportunities lately seemed to be ruined by other things. For example, remember my last entry about the... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

What do you do when your boyfriend admits he's taken cocaine?

I am someone who's severely anti-drugs, so finding this little fact out on Saturday night was a huge shock. Especially when it happened since I've been with him. Does anyone remember the time when I was having issues about Michael moving in with his friend, the one who I considered a bad influence?... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, February 7, 2007

Looking for Valentine ideas involving no money!

Me, I'm a broke student who has been with a lovely man for nearly 3 years. He works full time and gets a decent salary. I need ideas to make Valentine's Day (and his birthday 4 days later) really special, without spending money, or at least very little money. The first of his birthdays we spent... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, January 29, 2007

A fear of slipping

For the past couple of weeks, I've felt myself slipping into my old ways. The old ways of feeling sad for no reason and being highly irritable. Wednesday week ago I was incredibly restless and kept snapping at Michael in the car when we were on the way to his to do some music stuff with Mick. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Leaving Blogit (temporarily)

When my subscription for this month is up, I will be leaving for a while. My finances are in dire straits at the moment. I mean, really bad. I had an interview for bank work nearly 3 weeks ago, and later that week I got a letter from that bank saying I was going to be charged £140 for being... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, January 9, 2007

I do believe it's been a long time...

The last time I wrote here was three weeks ago, and even then I didn't actually say that I was at home. Good old Northern Ireland. But I'm back in boring old Barnsley now, and thinking about home makes me sad because I'm not there. I spent three weeks and a day there, hoping that it would somehow... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Somewhere (nowhere) out there

Walking around my room today getting dressed reminded me of one day in October four years ago. I was getting dressed and trying to make myself look good because someone very important to me was coming to my house. I spent the whole day looking out the window and waiting for a call. I was looking for... Sign in to see full entry.

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