"I Am Deeper Then The Surface"

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Thursday, March 31, 2011

Wild One...

Wild one....What happens to a free spirit that was never allowed to be free? I don't know but I'll fill you in...in time. Why are artists so unique? What makes them tick? Is it the right side of the brain???; ) Definitely something there is different and I'm sure there are lots of theories on it,... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Fragile Bud...

What it is, what it is, what it is...see me, want me, give me, touch me, feed me, love me, touch me...this whole world is cold and ugly, all we are is low and lovely- Mos Def. A favorite line in one of his songs. I acknowledge that I am delicate, sensitive and very much breakable. I denied that to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Digging Out...

In retrospect I see clearly now how we can bury ourselves deep into oblivion. Denying the real issues that are so blatantly obvious to others, especially family and friends. We make excuses, ignore the signs, overlook the problems and turn our back on ourselves. Probably because we don't want to... Sign in to see full entry.

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Monday, March 28, 2011

Shedding the layers...

This was the first time in a long time that I felt liberated again. Slowly but surely as I travel forward towards my new destiny I leave behind a piece of luggage or two or three. They say mind over matter...I say heart over mind then matter. We are our own worst critics. I can think of some... Sign in to see full entry.

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Wanton...

Turn me inside out, right side up, upside down...your style, your smile, you beguile and I'm in denial...I got a crush on you, can I be your Lily of the Nile? When you look into my eyes, what do you see??? Fire in my eyes...or lust in my eyes? A warning...or an invitation? Tell me what you see? Want... Sign in to see full entry.

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Saturday, March 26, 2011

Brikhaus...

Hello there...Mighty Mighty!!! (That's me...She's a Brikhauusss!) LOL. Pause....take a breath and go for yours! That's what the Brikhaus is trying to do. One brick at a time, layering on that solid foundation so no huffing and puffing can bring me down. Amazing what positive reaffirming self-talk... Sign in to see full entry.

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Friday, March 25, 2011

Do you really see me? ...

Do you REALLY see me? Do you feel and understand my heart for what it really is? Do you sense and comprehend what moves my soul? Do you connect and grasp with what my mind offers? Do you read my words and apprehend my meaning? Do you listen when I speak? Clearly and lucidly know what I say comes... Sign in to see full entry.

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Thursday, March 24, 2011

Lift me up...

My life is upside down...literally and figuratively. With a void in my life I don't reach out anymore for others although I probably should, especially when I need them. I'm such a proud person in the sense that I set very high standards for myself. Failure is not an option. So my self-esteem went... Sign in to see full entry.

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Wednesday, March 23, 2011

You Just Never Know...

For the New Yorkers...it is spring? Come on now!!! Snow flurries today??? LOL...I still have ready my winter coat. Anyway, it reminds me of the fact that you just never know...anything could happen at any moment. Will you be prepared for it when it does? You ask yourself, "How will I be prepared if... Sign in to see full entry.

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Yummmy...

Yeah.... Hmmmmm...about that...I WAS, having really yummy thoughts, I won't deny it. It's human nature to be sensual, sexual, passionate, and carnal and I could go on with a list of words. I'm not ashamed; it's innate in us. I don't believe in double standards...man or woman; mind, body and soul we... Sign in to see full entry.

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About this Blog

This blog is just me, the real me, from the depth of my mind & heart as I transition through a divorce. This is my story on a daily basis. The other blogs are my artistic expressions of my struggle. My artistic side came through at the age of 3 when I started to play the piano, grammer school the flute, junior high drawing/painting and high school a love of photography. Unfortunately, I never followed my heart , I was not encouraged since art & music were not secure careers. Spent my life in business & became more miserable as the years progressed. When I separated I took a leap of faith & jumped into my art. My livelihood is art, but failure is not an option for me. I will continue to strive until my art is my life and my life is my art.

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