Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Why?..............not very sexy i must admit...............................
well i know i havent quite written much here in a long while, so let me see if i can muster something up...im pretty positive that i can. Do you guys ever ask why? you know, why me? why now? why today? why did they die? why am i gonna odie? why do i have to do something with my life? What do you...
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Friday, August 19, 2005
I THINK....................................................................
I THINK THAT IM SEXED OUT..........AT LEAST FOR NOW......
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Monday, August 15, 2005
LOSING YOUR INNOCENCE......................................................
Ok, i want to talk about something..something very personal, and very ironic..at the same time. Lately, since i have been really depressed since i moved here, ive been doing stupid things..the same stupid things that i did when i was in highschool because i wanted attention. I.e., i cut myself....
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Friday, August 12, 2005
L O S E R....................L O S E R................L O S E R............
OK, im sorry i havent written in a while, it is entirely not my fault,...in any case though..i would just like to note how proud of myself i am! i now know that i have the ability to not let things that are "so called" addicting control me....and one of these things is...S E X!!! Ok, so...i have...
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
MY VOTE IS FOR KY!( lube oil that is)......................................
OK, this might sound weird to most of you, but i really dont do what my last blog title says i dont. I dont know, maybe..i just dont find anything about it very...sexy...or sexual! The idea of fingering myself, and rubbing my own clit...just doesnt appeal to me....geesh sorry im so weird! lol. You...
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
DOES MASTURBATION TURN YOU ON??............................................
Ok, last night...i asked jayson..and i dont know why or how i did this...but i asked him if he thought a woman masturbating in front of him was a turn on...and when i say woman, i mean me. HE SAID YES! We have been married for almost two years! and i NEVER knew that...and well..i didnt ask so how...
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
GOD LOVE HIM...............................................................
OK, ive been here for one week, officially. it is my birthday and jayson has some plans for me...Sex hasnt been so great since the first night i was here. I think we are really both stressed out, more then we would like to be...but does that stop my hormones from raging? NO....of course not...why...
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Thursday, July 7, 2005
SEXUAL ENCOUNTERS OF THE ITALIAN KIND!!....................................
GOOD DAY FOLKS! This is my first post since arriving in italy, and well if you want to read about that part you will have to check out my other blogs..but anyways, lets get straight to the point...my first night here, and my first sexual encounter with my husband since our near divorce experience...
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Sunday, July 3, 2005
TIC TOC, TIC TOC...........................................................
I put this in my journal too..i just need to express this right now. Thats the sound of the clock clicking right there...well actually its just in my head because i use a digital clock...but ya. 35 minutes and counting, and i will be in the Cab headed to the airport! I can feel the butterflies in my...
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Saturday, July 2, 2005
SEX IN ITALIA???...........................................................
Ok, a day and a half people...and then..i will no longer be a girl forced into celebacy! The odd thing is, ive gone much longer then this without sex! but for some reason it is tres different! Anyways, i really want to think of a super sexy fantasy that i can do with my husband! Cuz honestly, i feel...
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