Sunday, November 25, 2007
BILL, SOMETIMES THE BEST MEDICINE
Last night Bill met Abbi and Teresa for the first time. We had an affable conversation. But it included some talk about Libya, and the tense situation evolving there. My daughter Erika was concerned that perhaps Peter, an air force pilot and her half brother might be involved. But Bill and I had...
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Saturday, November 24, 2007
HOME TOWN WAYS
Opening Day at Fenway park. Drunken Neanderthals on the "T" at 5 pm as I try to push my way home from work. Kenmore Square looks like several city sanitation trucks got struck there by a high wind. Knee deep in pizza crust and beer cans. Humanity at it's best. I'm tired. RG is tired. I just finished...
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Sunday, November 18, 2007
NEGOTIATIONS, HAPPENINGS, AND JUGGLED RELATIONSHIPS
Lack of sleep this whole week. I feel lightheaded. I had a date scheduled with Robin for tonight. I was looking forward to it. RG requested that I change my plans as a favor to him, since he wanted us to go running. He also had a party invitation for tomorrow that I would probably not be welcomed to...
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
ALTERED FEELINGS
As my relationship with Bill improved it seems that it has had a negative impact on RG. Many factors converging on him at this moment have drastically altered his feelings for me. He is contained, repressed, wound up tight. Nothing flows out of him towards me. Last night was awful. Neither of us...
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LOW EXPECTATIONS
Not giving enough credit. I got caught again. Low expectations of Bill. When will I learn? I continue to be stupid. Last night we have a date. He's to meet me at the hospital. I know I must risk something to make the relationship tolerable for me again. I have avoided seeing him. He knows I have...
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