Tuesday, December 25, 2007
I just spoke to Lois Tarlow. Globe art critic, Robert Taylor, wrote an excellent review of her retrospective at the Brockton Museum and I called to congratulate her. We had a long talk about the situation at the museum. My job interview is tomorrow afternoon. Things sound chaotic there. Staff people... Sign in to see full entry.
A DAY IN GLOUCESTER
Daylight savings time kicked in this Sunday morning. It's now 3:45 pm. The day is whipping by. I woke up this morning in Gloucester with Bill. There's a thick fog shrouding the house. Abbi and Teresa are here too. I invited them, actually, it was Bill who invited them. They are enjoying the change... Sign in to see full entry.
LOSING OR FINDING MYSELF
Losing my sense of equilibrium. I imagine myself moving to Friedrichshof everyday. Sometimes the scenario is good, often it is horrible. I won't make anything of it and I will have lost my identity in the bargain. What is my identity anyway? A bunch of carefully orchestrated set of delusions which... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
FILMING AND LEARNING
I t had been a long time since I'd made my last movie. I had some anxiety about using the camera again, but it's something I want to do. It's raining heavily, just got out of work and I'm headed to the hospital. My plan was to to start shooting at the entrance to Massachusetts Eye and Ear building,... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, December 9, 2007
AN ETHICAL CRISIS
"I did 'dirties' with Lotti," he says to me. He sounds sheepish. "Be specific" I respond, a tightness in my throat. "I used a condom, no mucous contact, took a shower immediately after, left the condom on, pissed into it, took it off in the shower, I was EXTREMELY careful." The thought goes through... Sign in to see full entry.