New Prose

At last... I can get at my God in a quiet time: at last my necessary weakness at being parted from him is done - at last I can get at my God! My character has been refined and worked in weakness, so that when I am again strenghtened I can exact swift dispensation of God. Now I strenghen myself...... Sign in to see full entry.

I would say that it's not time to sound the alarm - the war is already lost. Suits rule this poor planet - commerce is all. The war is over - the dead have won. RIP soul of the earth. Sign in to see full entry.

I'm listening to music, mother is up, it is around 9:30am - another free day. This morning is a crystal day - the sun has arrived for the summer holidays. I went for my booze yesterday, and I passed kids sitting on the pavement: it was hot yesterday - there was a sleepy haze. In Anfield and in big... Sign in to see full entry.

Living in the 21st century... the speed of things is unreal, thankfully devices have an off switch and the option of not using them. The reality is that most people don't feel they have this option - caught in the way of it all: fb; email; blogit... a while back i was planning on avoiding the net, I... Sign in to see full entry.

the days and nights blend - the thing of it is that it's not quite boring, just vaguely painful. I know the solution - think i'll start implementing it... the days and nights blend - it's time i had a break. caught in a way that is bad? take simple straightforward steps to right the situation - it's... Sign in to see full entry.

The xbox, yeah. I have been hung up over it - the thought that i was wasting my time was strong. But something keeps leading me back to it. I figure rather it's that anything that is not inherently bad can be good... and i do love playing on the thing. I'm drinking as much as ever: smoking heavily -... Sign in to see full entry.

Returning once again to my pet bitch: media - I feel you can see a correllation between the amount of blanks in the west and the proliferation of modern media. Now we seem to have media rats abounding: the little ill-formed and generally nasty and dumb bastards shitting up the modern scene. If I... Sign in to see full entry.

In this world you make your moves - whatever else happens is besides the point: your moves are holy. So, in a world of near-do-well humans you make your moves. The interest is in carving your own path. And as you journey along life's road, your adventure unfolds. Adventuresome I start out again, on... Sign in to see full entry.

I've had very disturbed sleep for at least 6 months and maybe longer. And this morning, just, I woke up and felt very good indeed. It was a long sleep, around 12 hours, and something clicked in the time I was asleep. I've surprised myself with how I handle bad times - I tend to ignore them and just... Sign in to see full entry.

I spent the whole afternoon playing the horses and more than doubled my money. I'm working on a system of second and third favourites - but sometimes the horses just present themselves. Say I'll look at the horse I like and he'll be especially bright - a word will pass through my mind and I'll pick... Sign in to see full entry.